I was so sure...

It's cd 12 and I was thoroughly convinced that I would get a bfp today. My nipples have ached for nearly a week, though usually my entire bb's hurt. I've had some minor lower back pain and a full feeling in my stomach for the past couple of days. I almost threw up on the way home from work today. And...I got another bfn.

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Keeping the Faith

I got a little overzealous this afternoon and tested. Yes, I know that it's too early. I'm just not a very patient person these days. :) I had some tenderness in my lower abdomen yesterday and my nipples are still really sore. I keep hoping for the best but preparing for our 2nd cycle on Clomid. Matthew and I found out yesterday that his dad has some serious health issues. An MRI found a mass between his heart and lung. They aren't sure if it's scar tissue or cancer, but the doctor said that either way, it doesn't look good. I'm really close to Matt's dad--I've sort of adopted him as my own and can't imagine having children without him around. I just pray that his visit with a specialist in March gives us good news. Please keep our family in your thoughts.

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